Either everything goes really good or everything goes really bad.
Alls I want is constant happiness and a formal partner. Is that to much to ask? :(

been questioning alot lately..
mostly my actions and the way i treat people. Actually feel like i’ve lost so many people that i had so much respect for, and honestly over nothing. Nothing important, just complete nonsence….
and to top it off i feel like i can’t talk to anyone instead i just become needy because i constantly require someone to take my mind off everything. I think part of it is wanting too keep everything great so close because im too afraid to loose anymore.

Decided to give tumblring another go, even though I feel way to gay to actually write any of what I’m feeling on here. Hopefully it’s not a total waste and I get to vent some of the anger I always seem to have lately.